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Another Day in the Life of Balty
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Aug 30, 2010 11:23 pm
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Wake up, take a shower, eat some cereal for breakfast that I got from foodbank. Check mail, Do some more homework, trying to catch up on Chapter 1 (due 2 weeks ago), take meds, go online and see if I got any feedbax. I live a very solitary life right now other than attending my classes, so you guys help me to not feel so lonely, just me and my cat. I wish that I wasn't so scared of people because we all need company sometimes. I got the perception that people might be afraid of me or repulsed by me and have nothin' to do with me. So I avoid people even though I would enjoy having more friends. I got 2 friends that I talk with by phone periodacally. I talk with my mom by phone usually daily. I talk with one of my sisters maybe once a week or two. So I am grateful that I can exchange feedbax with you, my very good online friends. I still wish that one woman out there might come and find me but it is unlikely because I hide out most of the time. Am I crazy?...yeah.
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My 1,000th Blog Post: Here it is!
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Aug 30, 2010 3:12 am
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It has been great fun posting here and it has made me feel a global connection with all of you fellow humans. I can see that we are all struggling to some degree and we ALL feel pain. I just wanted to thank all of you for visiting my blog and posting your feedbax here. I had thought about quitting this when I reached the 1,000 mark, but I have become attached to posting my thoughts here and reading yours. I have not yet got that email from the woman who could have found me. More than likely she does not exist. But all of you do, and we are not so much different.
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Experiment Proves Surprisingly Successful
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Aug 29, 2010 12:00 pm
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NOT bragging here. I am a humble man. I am pleased to report that since I posted my latest pic, my profile views per week so far has climbed to 102, and I have moved up to the middle of page 5, NOT out of 100, but out of 1,000 pages. I am a real nobody so I like to increase the odds that the odd female out there who might somehow find me attractive will see my photo come up on her computer. I got views now from all over the globe. Still only one email from a female but this game is kinda fun. I like staging races with myself where I can beat my own personal records.
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Reflections on the Buddhist Philosophy
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Aug 29, 2010 5:12 am
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Buddhism does nothing to hide its ultimate conclusion: Emptyness. Pure nothing. The philosophy states that we all derived from absolute nothing and that our very existence is an illusion that does not infact exist. To end suffering, an enlightened individual would realise that since he is nothingness, so is his pain. I try to blot out thoughts that cause me to believe that our lives and struggles and achievements are all really non existent and therefore count for nothing. THIS post reflects ONLY my own interpretation and I could not pretend to understand even a fraction of what this Buddhist philosophy is really about. Buddhism is apparently an ATHEIST philosophy. There is no creator to pray too. If I am correct in that belief, I would find myself far too lonely if I believed that there was no actual creator...just nothing. Feedbax welcome from ALL faiths and belief systems.
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Do Som'n' Crazy TONIGHT
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Aug 28, 2010 9:19 pm
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Get wasted and lay rubber in the police parking lot, dye your grey  black and go rock the clubs tonight, trade in your blunt for a coolie, or better yet, a 100% crack pipe, Send Balty the email you were always too shy to send and tell him how hot you think he is. (For all of you chicks who have already told me so, no need to do it again!) Ha..Ha...Ha Ha HA!!! 
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New Fav Tunes Survey
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Aug 28, 2010 6:57 pm
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I find myself listening to Li'l Wayne (Dwayne Carter), Drake, Soulja-boy, TI, Plies, Birdman, etc...
Just wonderin' what my on-line friends were listening to. (I KNOW...Carolyn is listening to a dusty old Aerosmith album right now!  at her Ha ha...
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Feelin' Kinda Depressed and Overwhelmed
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Aug 28, 2010 12:11 pm
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Too much homework. One class has THREE textbooks. It ain't right. And I just feel depressed. It is too late to drop any more classes and I can't go below 6 credits or I will lose my financial aid. So I GOT to get motivated here. And I don't have a girlfriend I can whine to about this so I shall whine to all of you on-line friends I got. Yeah, I could use a to hang with sometimes but I am not good at finding one and most of them my age are married already and or got boyfriends. Any of you guys ever feel like that too? Well...my mood will pass...maybe.
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Should I Bother Posting Feedbax on New Bloggers' Posts?
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Aug 27, 2010 11:47 am
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Periodically I run through the list of new bloggers and post feedbax on all the female bloggers' posts. More often than not nothing comes of it (No feedbax from them on my blog). I have wondered if I should bother with posting feedbax on the new gentlemens' blogs, but most of my readers tend to be females. There ARE a few gentlemen who do regularly post in my blog, and I post in their blogs, but I tend NOT to leave feedbax in the other male bloggers' posts because they do not leave feedbax in mine. But if I see a title that intrigues me on a male blogger's post, I may read it and leave my feedbax anyway. What do YOU think?
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driverdan Sent me Some HAIR! She is Brunette!!
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Aug 27, 2010 1:10 am
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I got a pleasant surprise this morning when I checked my ff email. driverdan sent me a pic of a LONG -ed brunette's from the BACK! It really took my breath away. He could pick a girlfriend for me ANY TIME! 
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